The better part of me.

Well, well, well. its 8 months down the road. And after 8 months when everyone's asked themselves 'Why did I come to VJ?', I really ask myself for the very first time and I never thought I would ask. Why I came here. Why should I even ask myself. I mean THIS. IS. MY. DREAM. I am literally, living my short term dream. My idyllic dream has shattered and I haven't had this many emo posts since forever. Haha by forever I mean primary 5. And for the first time in a long time, I'm changing my url.

I'm just really tired of all the wrong things happening. And I don't want opportunities to make childish decisions.
I reiterate, not because I have something to hide. I just don't need all you people who type 'Ho Ching Ping Mary Anne' in http://www.blogsearch.google.com to see the sad, sad, side of me. Because I want to be engraved for retardedness, not a really high emo quotient.
 
Oh, I'm not conceited. I know people look up my name because people want to read what went on some months ago. Or people like Azmi who just want to do PI work on their classmates before they meet them ._. .

Goodbye, Goodnight.

P/s: Maroon 5 does come up with spectacular song titles for farewells.

Post-its I don't use seem to be hold me together.

Post-it Girl. 

 I don't want to play this sullen game with you. If you don't want to do it then don't. Nobody is forcing you to speak to me, I can't please the world and certainly as we have seen, I can't please you. If you don't like me, then don't be nice to me so you can ask for favours. It's goddamn hard to play nice if you're itching under my skin. It's not all about you. When I open my mouth, it's not about you, so nobody asks you to open yours either. It would be magnitudes easier if you didn't speak at all and when you needed something you asked. Ever heard of if you have nothing nice to say, don't say it? Evidently, not.
Well another dreary day has passed that I tried to study and I know was ineffective. I can feel people accelerating around me, but I'm stock still. Or my progress is negligible. Probably slower than a snail's since we saw a speeding snail at assembly todayyyyy. Just a little more to the finish line!

( On a much much lighter note. )HAH KANYE. You were barracked by Barack Obama : D although I suppose in certain ways inappropriate. But she's not even 21 and you do that. Dumbass. Chuck the Hennessy and check in to some place where you can meditate and reflect. All the poor fans who have lost faith in you ): But Beyonce was so.. wow, opportunity to show how awesome she is, indeed. But as usual Yan makes sense. Why are more people outraged by Kanye upstaging Taylor for Beyonce than Chris Brown abusing Rihanna? Some people should get their priorities straight. Okay talking about priorities. I should be packing. :x It's late.

OH OH IN LIGHT OF THE AWESOME MTV VMA. It has now become a goal for me to go to a MTV VMA once in my lifetime! Like the fashion: Lady Gaga's many attention-snapping outfits. Sensational happenings like Kanye's spectacle and amazing performances by amazing artists.

But until then, some people have to catch 40 winks :\ (Stigmatized by The Calling is really nice!)

One day I'll fly away,
Leave all this to yesterday

For a moment you can hardly breathe.
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not.

'Cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.

Rockamania? Didn't participate.
Cool Rockamania shirt? Didn't get.
Senior farewell? Didn't go.
Natural rock climbing at Dairy farm? Didn't go.
New coach? Didn't meet.

Study? Didn't either.

So basically my life just became less colourful and not more productive.

I really should go study Geography. Before I get left behind by the world. I have something yet nothing to study for. Unless wishful thinking has been classified under 'Something'. Then I will go study for wishful thinking : D

Even in my dreams, it's all wrong.

 

I should really listen to my own song titles.

Mmmmmm, righto, so I told Joy and I'm glad. 
Today coulda been hell. It was hell with a facade. I'm too used to being happy, I can't even wear my heart on my sleeve.
I watched Beauty and the Beast and Sleeping Beauty : D Really, I have to resort to old-time romances in 2D by disney now. ZOMG. Speaking of. Disney + Marvel = Marvey! : O : X Sounds dubious. I SAID DUBIOUS not a dream come true!

I have issues with today's DIM SUM. Too lazy to type 'em out. Stupid Chinatown trip.

Wouldn't it make more sense to be nightmare-ing with a broken heart?

I think I really will become all mellow nowwww. It just might be difficult to put up a facade. Like when I'm happy I'll be happy, but generally it's going to be difficult to be a spaz again.

Will you wake up by my side?
Was she really here?

John Mayer is so full of pretty lyrics. And Twitch and Kherington make the most beautiful dance with this songgggg. It almost makes me wish I had taken ballet. Or maybe, I do wish I had.

Waking up is the hardest part.

I'm going to need ice cream. And not little either.
It works if I just go Slow Dancing In a Burning Room with a Broken Heart.

YAY FOR EMO SONGS THAT MAKE YOU THINK OF YOUR CRUSH.

Yay indeed. And mixed feelings for Marvel's take over by Disney! I think they realised they have no more good movie plots any more. Like finding nemo was the peak and it all went down from there. I realise its not that easy to find my blog using blogsearch.

Hmmmmm. Okay went to the dermatologist. It's a lot of steps for my face ): It better get better. Sigh. I'm so tired. And I'm not even sure if I'm lucid enough to study physics. Math is such a drag. 4 periods today because of extra lessons.

( It's the wrong kind of time, to be thinking of you. )

Right so I topped the level for LA. My name's too long so they just wrote MARY ANNE. But overall. It's slipping slipping because I'm not gripping gripping. Or it's too slippery to grip anyway. SCREW YOU YO. I'm putting on rubber gloves for EOYs. And installing handrails and all those old-folks implements to prevent them from slipping and falling.

FOR PHYSICSIAAAAAA!

9 Crimes, 9 Crimes.